Just Don't

Please don't say something to me unless you mean it. I have had way to many people walk in and out of my life saying don't worry we'll stay close forever. If you know that you aren't going to then please don't say it. Just tell me that you will be here for now and that the future is unknown. During this time I love you or want to be around you. You are special now. But don't say I will be special forever. Maybe I won't be. Maybe I'll forget about you. Wouldn't that be a turn of events. Wait, maybe I've already forgotten about you, about our friendship. Maybe I have no want to be friends and never did. Maybe I did because I thought you did. Maybe there are just to many maybes in this world. I have enough drama in my life with my own family and my close friends, I don't need yours. My circle is becoming smaller and more closely knit. When I die, I want to be remembered fondly by those I love. I don't want to be remembered as the girl who loved everyone or the girl who was easy to like. I want to be remembered because when I told you that I love you and want to be your friend, I meant it. I just did. I meant it 100%. So please just don't tell me something unless you mean it.